I have a lot of stuff to do, midterms, essays,conferences to listen... it's very hard, especially if english is not your mother tongue! I admire myself, though. If there is something about me that i love is that i never quit! It may be very hard, but i always handle it! what else can i do? i know if i quit, i'll regret it later!
We all have problems, but you know what makes me feel better even if it sounds cruel? is that someone else, somewhere, has worst problems! and no matter what, tomorrow, next week, next month the problem will be gone. as a saying says"no hay mal que dure 100 años" nothing lasts for ever, NOTHING!
well, nothing new... i went last year to peru for christmas! had a wonderful time with my family, ate a lot! we celebrated my mom's birthday, my brothers prom dance...oh!! there was a girl wearing the same fucking dress i had on! T.T when we look at each other we were like "crap!!!"
i mean, i bought the dress miles away from peru to avoid this kind of situations and i find a girl wearing the same dress?!!
(,yeah, i went coz he wanted me there. we're like twins, best friends... brothers!! we can't live apart! is the best thing ever our relationship! he is the person i love the most in this world and well... i couldn't miss this special day in his life!)
oh, totally off the topic... i've realized that probably there's something seriously wrong with me... is it ok to say i don't know what i want, what i'm looking for until i find it?? do you guys think the same? this applies to every single aspect in my life.people ask when shopping, What exactly are you looking for? and i just answer... "i don't know"
-what dress do you want?
-I have no clue.
-what do you want to study?
-I don't know.
the truth is that i don't know what i want, but at least i'm certain about what i don't want!
I found the dress i was looking for when i saw it. just a glance, and i knew that was the dress i was looking for!
it is weird but... that's me!!
well, time to sleep! good night dear diary!
ohh do you watch the vampire diaries???!! the story is pretty much the same as twilight in a way. Girl falls for two guys and doesn't know who she loves the most, etc... but it's very entertaining! i freaking love Jeremy! he's so cute!
last episode leave craving for more!! cannot wait til next thursday!!
bye!!
